Not pursuing, but creating happiness

Happiness. The ephemeral happiness. The kind of happiness that brings a

 true, bright and real smile. A glow on your face. The twinkle in your eyes.

 The one of a kind where you feel very good and warm inside, that makes

 you sigh, for being this happy. Maybe for only a short period of time, but

still, after a very long time. We search for happiness all our lives, thinking

that it is maybe found in a certain person, a specific object or maybe an

amazingly beautiful place…but no. It is all about moments. That moment

when you bought a new dress, or the time when you got the highest marks

in a test. The feeling you got while just talking to someone special, or having

a good heartily laugh with your friends.

It is accepting yourself, in whichever state you are in. Appreciating what you

have.  Happiness is a mood, it’s a condition, not a destination. It is found

everywhere, and an arrive at your door any time. It comes and goes, it’s not


It is a choice, not a result.

Nothing will make you happy until you choose to be happy.

We do not pursue happiness, but create and spread it around us.


Lost In thought

I’m lying here, in my bed

Too sleepy and tired

While my mind drifts off to those deep thoughts

I can hear the rain falling down

Like bullets from the sky

While my heart is singing melodies

Of which I am no longer able to lie.

Your life, for your own.

We all live in a world of ourselves. Of one’s own self. Yes, there are a lot of people you are related or somehow connected to, your parents, siblings, friends and partners, but at the end of the day, it’s just you. When you lie down after a long tiring day, you are doing it for yourself. For the hope of a better tomorrow. Not for anyone else’s concern. It is not selfish to think about yourself. You are you, after all. This is your life. Your choices, your decisions, your mistakes. It’s okay to not trust anyone but yourself as well. It’s safer. To keep your thoughts, your emotions to your own. Sometimes, it’s okay to care about yourself the most. In a world where people are changing all the time, switching to and from different personalities, it’s okay to just believe in yourself and be the real you. Let people accept you as you are. All of us have our very own 2 am and 2 pm personalities. Let that be kept within ourselves. It is how you deal with the person you are, understanding your own mind and heart. Hearing your own voice better. Doing something that you have been longing to do, for yourself.

When I was a kid, I used to think that the world revolved around me. For real. It’s like I made myself be the victim of everyone else. I felt like it was always about me. Sooner or later, I had to realize that everyone had a world of their own, not only me. I realized the self absorbed kid that I was. It was a relief, cause I was just a small part in this huge amusing world.

It is selfish to think about yourself only, but it’s okay to be selfish sometimes. Putting one self’s need ahead of others, that’s common sense. Care and feel for others, that is what we always do. But treating yourself the same way, that is most important.


Hello everyone!

Maybe. this is what blogging is. *firststart*

Finally I made a blog! After a lot of procrastination and laziness basically xD Well, so here it is, all of my thoughts and opinions put in one together from all of my notes and writings. Words combined on its own. Words that reveal our inner thoughts, which means more than just what is written on the paper. They have a life of their own and have the power to inspire or extinguish, just like the quote ‘Words in my humble opinion, are the most inexhaustible source of magic we have.’

So….Happy blogging to me :3